Setting You Free

I know this is going to be stupid. Lullabies never got me to sleep like the sound of your voice does. Oh, How I spent countless hours talking to you about basically nothing. Ventana of benefits are opening and I'm going to take a leap and dare myself to go to such levels.

Eyes like yours I become envious of but also grateful that I get to stare at something so delightful. You won't ever know this letter was for you but I'm fine with that. Out devil person you would call me but you have to admit you've grown a custom too. Unguessable idea runs through our heads but we'll share every bit of it.

You changed today and I wanted to let you know that. I'm actually quite grateful to know that I am privileged as well.

Cross Them Tight

Do you think somebody can hate something so much that they'll never try it again. I know I did and suddenly gave it go. I'm out of my comfort zone but hell, I'm taking a leap on life and I'm not afraid where it'll take me. I better not regret this. Hopefully I won't. This will be fun though. Today was fun. I thank you for giving me that warm feeling.

Faster Then Love

Oh, Why hello there. Haven't seen you in a while. Kind of miss the whole blogging almost everyday kind of thing and it's usually interest stuff as well. I guess.. Lately it's been uneventful. How.. Boring. Oh and I could of somehow managed to get myself into a relationship. Not a big thing though. Haha! Joking. Lucathar.

I'm in a pretty good mood now.

Next Lifetime

What if the thing that meant the most to you was taken away? What would you do then? I've been thinking a lot and I thought, Are we stronger if we have nobody or stronger that we have somebody? Lonely people are usually the more selfish and bitter type who seem to do everything for their own benefits but gets them where they want in life.

But people with friends have support and somebody to ask for help from. I love spilling my thoughts onto this thing. No body ever reads it but it makes me happy knowing it's here. I still don't know whether I'm a dependent or independent person.. Or which person want to be.

Sin City

I'm currently sick and basically choking on my own breath then and again. How annoying. I find the only part of being sick if spreading it around. Haha. But so far nobody has gotten sick from me. Darn it. God, I love How I Met Your Mother. I've been relating life back to it. Barney. He is what he says. Oh god. Look at me blogging.

It's going to be LEGEN.. Wait for it. I hope you're not lactose intolerant... DARY!
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Just a small phase.

We're Just Pretending

I think it's too good to be true. I mean I love it but I know for damn sure karma is just around the corner and if I take it, I'm basically setting myself up for a world of hurt. I'll leave it for now but if you stick around for any longer.. I might need to take that risk.

I always wonder. If I was literally granted a wish.. What would I wish for..? Oh Paramore how you occupy my time.

It's For You

I wish you were reading this. I wanna let you know I miss you.
No matter how little I show it.

Who Controls You?

I sometimes think of the things I did in the past and I imagine how I could change them and what would be the result if I did. Maybe I'm just thinking too much again and it's not even my thinking hour.

I just wrote two paragraphs and I deleted them. Have I fallen out of blogging? Maybe my life isn't that interesting anymore to write about anything. I have plenty of laughs now though. I feel heaps better. I sometimes wonder who's your puppeteer though and if they're taking care of you like I did. I sometimes wish I still had you around but hey.

Everything happens for a reason.

Let Me Save Her

It's kind of weird. It's been almost... 11 years and I suddenly thought of you. I wonder how you're going. I wonder if you would remember me. You probably won't but if I ever did see you again I'd give you the biggest hug and tell you how much you've hurt me.

But that's okay though. Cause I don't mind how your life turned out, I just wanted to tell you what you did to mine though. Just to let you know, I will never see you again but I miss you and wish to talk once again.

For old time's sake.

Uprising Memory

I sometime wish I could read people's thoughts. Maybe I'll get to understand them more because I am honestly lost when it comes to people's emotions. I have no idea what should I do or what they are thinking and it usually gets me really confused and stressed in the end.

But then again... Sookie has a bad time just keeping all the thoughts out. There's ups and downs I guess. I haven't written a blog in ages. I guess I'll dedicate this one to Aimee Vo. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I hope you enjoy your pig rabbit! Oh and the Kan Tong.