Better That We Break

I confessed to one of my co workers what kind of relationship I'm currently in. I feel lighter after coming out with it rather than pretending that things are okay and trying to put on a brave face. I'm unsure where I'm going to do after this step but it's a working process. I think the only logical result is to leave but I'm stubborn and wanting to make it work.

I got to learn that ultimately I'm doing myself greater damage than he can ever do. If I need it to get beaten into me, then so be it. I've got to stop treating myself like dirt because others will start valuing me as much as I value myself. I apologise if this is a messy post. I'm going through discontinuation syndrome and it's not a pretty sight.