I've been unhappy the last few days... But it's not from having stress upon my life or people I love having complications. It's me again. It's how my head works. I no longer feel like I'm progressing. Everything feels like an excuse or a bother. I constantly feel drained and fatigue. I haven't really been taking care of myself. I have a bleak outlook and I can't seem to turn this over. It's straining.
I know swallowing pills helps but isn't the solution but these days I'm depending on them to get through the day. I'm not bettering myself in any way. My contributions and efforts just seem meaningless right now. I need to make a positive change but having to go day in and day out seems repetitive and empty.
