He warned me if I was wanted to proceed to court, I would need thicker skin. That I would need to hold my own. They will tear into my life, bringing up every ex-lovers, things I want to forget. How I'm a liar and how everything that is currently ruining my life isn't what I made it out to be.
They have posters everywhere saying it's not my fault but I can't keep convincing myself to keep my chin up. I'm so fucking tired of defending myself. I'm so tired of holding myself up.
Myth: Women often falsely accuse men of sexual assault to get attention. Fact: Most sexual assault reports are truthful. Many victims of sexual
assault – both females and males – don’t report it for fear of not being
believed.
I hate myself for doing what everyone was saying was right.
Life is looking bleak again.
I'm going back into some bad habits and bad routines.
