Stay positive. Keep clear. Stay away from toxicity even if it keeps chasing me. I'm trying my best not to drown. You're doing this for self-care. To preserve your life. To better yourself. You made the right choice on cutting ties. Don't let your head tell you otherwise.
You're not a slut. You're not easy. You're not weak or pathetic. You made a mistake and that's all they are. Mistakes. I choose me over something harmful. You felt yourself slipping back to somewhere you said you would never return to. If this is the aftermath. If this is the fallout, then you can accept this. You can live with this. You're not losing yourself again.
You are deserving of life. You deserve happiness. You are worthy of safety and trust. Not from everyone which is why must trim those away who wish you fragment you. You did the right thing even though it doesn't feel like it now. Don't trouble yourself with people who live rent-free inside your mind. Evict them. Replace them with kind tenants.
You love yourself. You worked too damn hard for someone like him to come along and ruin it. You're beautiful with or without clothes. You are fucking amazing. I've seen you win these. I've seen you go through worst. This is just a walk through the park. Even if you hate the outside.
