You Can't Be Dependant

Okay, Well. I can't say today was the best day I ever had but it's not the worst either. Once I got home I felt really uneven. You know that feeling? Where you just don't belong? That's what I'm feeling and you know how people always say you got stand up to do something if you want something? or close to those lines?

I believe that's true but some people get it so easy that I'm almost enivous. "Some desire is necessary to keep life in motion" - Samuel Johnson. I'm pretty stuck at the moment. I don't know what I want to do or going to do. Seems like everyone else has already made there choices and are moving forward. Is it just me?

Currently watching the flashing colours from the tv bounce off the wall. Strange. I always did cherish the little things in life but not the big ones. "You don't know what you got til its gone" a dear friend said to me once. So here I am playing with my clear glue and practically lost in life right now. What am I to do. I feel a deep pain in my stomach. Maybe it's just time to get something to eat.

- I might continue this later. But for now, Goodbye my dear.
"Soon I'm gonna be a Jedi" - Weird Al