I Know I've Let You Down

I think these past years that I have known you. I finally had the guts to not give a shiet anymore. A little harsh but it's reality. Everyday I would hear about your awful days and you would never ask how was mine. You would gain but I would lose. You'll get company and I'll get years of wasted time never to be returned.

I would endlessly take the time out of my life just to help you no matter what. I'll tell you everything and I would always have open arms. I just wished you were like that in return. I don't even know why I stuck around all those years. I guess I just needed some pathetic excuse as company.

I really don't know you at all.

And your pissed because you pushed me away and I didn't come running. I didn't beg for your company. I didn't bother asking how your day has been. It was shiet. I get it. So even thought I know I've done wrong I won't tell you that I was better off. I could of done better and deserve better than just a cent.

I'll let you figure it out for yourself.