I'll Bring You Home

Okay, So it's been pretty boring and bad for me so far. I've been sick all day and I'm tired as hell. My body just doesn't have the will to move and my brain just doesn't give a damn about anything.

Spending time in bed, Since it's flu season and being someone like me with a weak immune system, I was basically waiting for the flu just to attack around the corner and there was basically no chance in hell I was going to dodge this. Well, Anyways.

I've realised that I become very 'tunnel vision' when I'm sick and I tend to push everyone out and ignore them and pretend they're not there. I don't actually remember once where I was sick and I didn't cry. I'm very selfish when I'm sick too. The only thing going through my mind is that I'm the one in dying need to for help and needing the attention and nobody else matters.

Even if you do try to help me out, Like I said, I become very tunnel visioned and block you out of my life. Pretty selfish huh? Sometimes I hate myself for this. This was just a caution to people who know me and how I am when I'm sick. Don't say I didn't warn you.