Broken-Hearted Insomniacs

01. I will hopefully see you again one of these days. I'll smell like plastic and I'll have my rebellious attitude (the way you always liked it) and your eyes will be tearing up when I kiss your cheek goodbye once more. You'll have days where you'll tell me we should have coffee once more but never go through with it. I gave you a scarf for your birthday. I will wonder if you still use it. Only on cloudy days though. Like that nice grey and blue colour your eyes become and then a nice subtle green. Time will stop for us once more.

02. We'll live like there's no tomorrow and make a mess that can only be a drag. That smile you give me when you call out my name will always linger around as you pronounce the syllables. We'll live like we're 14 again. Sharing hot chocolate and watching scary movies. There would be mathematical equations on your arm while poetry scribbled on mine. We'll sometime give each other that look and laugh over how we notice stupid things about each other.

03. You'll tell me everything you're thinking and I won't tell you anything. I always liked it better like that. I liked keeping my mystique. We'll stay up all night and you're just too beautiful to be sleeping at 7am where your eyes glow at it's best and your windows illuminate a rainbow. We'll become all sleepy and just catch a bus and hopefully it'll take us somewhere decent. You would make me smile through the tears I cry and that moment I realise how much I'm thankful. I would give you the most sorry look for hassling you with my problems and you would say

"I'm always here for you."

What a lie that was.