Not Tonight

I want to be able to wear a floral dress and feel happy with the way I look. I want to go a day without caring what I look like. I wanna go a day without hearing a judgmental comment. But sadly, This isn't my life.

I do feel self conscience when I'm in a dress and I refuse to wear one in public. I can't go a day without caring because all I see are reflections and it annoys me. Everybody is judgmental and I hear it in everybody.
Ah wells. I'll get over it in due time. Maybe.