Bells

Sometimes I feel like I'm not here. Apart of nothing and feeling distant. The world is a blur and my mind is unfazed. Press pause on life, Take a step back and breathe in deep. Distant is probably the word to describe me when I'm feeling down or alone. When I don't feel like myself.

Take the time to tell someone that their needed, That they're loved. I won't take you seriously but appreciate it in times I feel like crying. I don't cry in public. I try not to anyways. Only time I can be vulnerable is at home where I'm comfortable and no one can reach me. 

I could sit here for a while and be distant all I want. Sit here alone and ponder on past events but I would feel better if I knew that you cared.