Pugilist

I thought we age to get away from that stuff. Here I stand feeling the same as I did when I was 15 and ready to call it quits. I didn't want to build and continue this life just so I can continue to be ridicule by people who don't understand what being human is about. I don't live in vain and there isn't a day where I don't carry every ounce of appreciation I recieve on my sleeves.

For you to come and try to ruin that because you're not happy with yourself is truly the most selfish act for a human like you can do to another. I shouldn't be feeling this way. You should never allow someone to feel this way. Don't ever call yourself a man because you are the furthest thing from it. You're a coward and everyone knows it. 

I have no sense of respect towards you. Everything you touch turns to shit and there is no fixing you. I have no sympathy for that. I don't even have pity. You make me numb. You out of all people should know how that feels.