Reap The Benefits

I feel pretty alone with the decisons you make with out relationship. I understand I put you in a bad place and you needed time to think. I guess I'm just hurt that to came to the conclusion you just needed to get away from it all and move out.

I don't think you would of spoken to me if I had not reached out. You wanted to leave. You packed up your stuff and you made it feel like the end. Now I am expected to believe you are wanting to stay. You haven't unpacked your things. You haven't used our joint bank account. You haven't even told me you were wanting to be together. 

You just assume I know these things. You assume that I suddenly know you are ready to commit again but your actions say otherwise. No, it's no just the bank account. It's how you are displacent with decision we need to make together.

I feel so small and alone. I feel abandoned and I'm unsure where my heart lies. I suppose it's my fault in the end of the day for being too emotional.