I'm still trying to figure out what I want to eat tomorrow. I hate being indecisive. I hate analysing everything so I don't make a mistake. When's the last time I've done something without thinking twice about it. When's the last time I've done something new. What the hell am I doing with myself. Nothing but harm.
Depressive thoughts of a human crippled by borderline personality disorder. I created this blog in 2010 and post whenever I feel suicidal or wanting to hurt myself. I am now 25. I am still struggling and that's okay.
Quote For The Meanwhile
The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.
- F. Scott Fitzgerald
Friday, August 5, 2011
It's Not That Difficult
I was probably at the most happiest points today. It didn't last long but it felt good. I truly do hate it when my mind wonders off thinking about something so irrelevant. So pointless. "Do you feel like you have a purpose in life?" I honestly don't. I hate it when people tell me their life plans because I know they got their life sorted out.
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