Abhor

I'm feeling such mixed emotions. I should focus on the people who actually matter in my life. In the end of the day, I know they're looking out for me and they will have pick me up when I'm down. The people who make you feel as if they're best friend immediately are the people you should be wary about. There's something so beautiful and disgusting about these type of people.

They make you feel comfortable. So comfortable, you end up wanting to spend all your time with. You end up sharing stories and secrets that you wouldn't normally tell people but they're so lovely and nice. Why wouldn't I trust them. Look how well we're getting along. But then they say the wrong thing. Oh, But they haven't known me long enough to know that I would be sensitive to that.

They continue to say things that make you uncomfortable and then you realise you haven't been friends with them for very long. You try to explain to them why you're upset but they just brush it off and continue to be their funny and happy selves. They make you feel like you're on top of the world and everything is amazing with them.

You have an argument but assume like you're other friends that you would just stop talking for a few days til things calm down and you talk about it. Except in this case, it becomes OBSESSIVE. They're calling you constantly. They're messaging you explaining why they're overreacting and how it's not really them that it's you. They bring up that we had such a fun time and that I'm ruining the friendship. How they thought I was such a good person but really I'm bitter and mean and they're absolutely nice with no flaws. 

Somehow it turns around so quickly you wonder how it escalated this far to begin with. You no longer feel that glee anymore. It just becomes distasteful and it begins to feel like more of a burden than a friendship. I wouldn't recommend this but if someone becomes this toxic and this quick, drop that bastard. Asap.

They warned me about you and now I see your scales.