Quote For The Meanwhile

The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.
- F. Scott Fitzgerald

Saturday, September 12, 2015

Birthdays

Dear Keaton Henson,

Whenever I am feeling a little restless or sad, You release me from my heartache. You make me cry whenever I can't and it is so good to let it all out. Your lyrics are comparable to wilted roses. Beautiful but saddening at the same time. You bring out so much raw emotion. It's so troubling to know how much I enjoy being distressed over your music but good God, I feel human.

I relive past memories through your albums. Some I rather not remember but I'm mourning rather than dissociating. I'm moving through and past it. It moves me in such a strange way where I want to reconnect with my ex-boyfriend and invite him to listen to your discography just so we could stare at each other with tearful, bitter stares only to feel heartbroken and regret and wonder why we ever did this. 

You make being miserable bearable in such an attractive way. Stay that way. I never thought I would embrace my emotions in such a positive manner. It's good. It's healthy. This is my appreciation post for you and the differences you've made within me. Even in my loneliest hour I still feel the company of your spirit through your tremulous voice.

Beekeeper
You Don't Know How Lucky You Are 
10 AM, Gare Du Nord
Lying To You
Teach Me 
You



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