Auxilium

My first night in hospital was exhausting. I just remember sitting on this grass patch on the highway with at least 14 police surrounding me. I was silent mostly. One officer tried to talk to me but I could see she couldn't really understand why I put myself in the situation At least she spoke to me unlike the other officers that were just talking shit the whole time.

I must of waited in emergency for at least 4 hours until I gave up and I left. One nurse tried to stop me because she thought I had a catheter stuck in my arm. I got scared and ran away and walked home the rest of the way at 5am in the morning. I ended up sleeping most of that day until some people sent from the hospital knocked on my door and asked if I could come back in. 

My boyfriend during the time accompanied me back to the emergency where we waited another 3 hours or so until a bed was available for me. I stayed in that bed for the rest of night barely getting any sleep due to a patient becoming aggressive because he drank too much and wanted to kill himself too. I had a nurse come around every couple of hours asking me if I wanted a pill to help me sleep. I always declined. I was then evaluated by a few doctors who asked me questions to figure out where my mental state was.

The security guards that I was assigned were nice to me. They didn't try to ask me why I was here. Instead they were trying to calm my nerves. Of course I made their job difficult by trying to leave a few times but I was compliant. I was scheduled until they could find me a bed a metal ward and this is how I ended up in Campbelltown Hospital. 

Also; Never have hospital eggs. It's just the powdered stuff and they made me throw up. I felt more physically sick than I did mentally.