Strike Me Down

Well done karma. You once again somehow managed to ruin what was meant to be a perfect day. Even though I blame you more than I blame karma. I don't know why the world is so twisted. Everything's just upside down but sometime tells me that It was basically my fault. It was from the very beginning. It somehow manage to slip from my grasp and gets further out of control.

I've done something again the rules. I broke an unwritten law. A code that no one told me about. I'm always fallen short to somebody's expectations and with that I lost expectations for myself. The world is so screwed up and it's just easier not to care. Not worth to be somebody and not worth being. I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. So everyday you'll remind me how much I let you down and how much I failed you.

At something you couldn't ever do but expect me to. I'm not failing to be honest. You're just setting me up to fail and you know it right to the bone that you are. I'll never reach your standards and I already know the world is broken. Everyone knows that and you still blame me. I don't even remember doing it. Do me a favour and please just walk out.