Kitten

I'm bouncing back and fourth to being really needy and feeling depressed to feeling independent and being okay. It's a shame to say I feel more down than up. At least I know where it's coming from. Holidays make me strangely upset and I don't really have anyone to really express that too.

I don't get much time to myself but when I do I just feel lonely and forgotten. I'm a person that needs to be occupied and surrounded by people. Even though I really don't enjoy socialising or having to constantly wake up early to go to work. I know it's all healthy for me. I'm just tired.. But it's all a good cause.