Is She Not?

I'm afraid to admit to people that I no longer believe in you. Seems like you just walked out one day and never appeared to me ever again. I know I'm not that person anymore... But I miss you in my life and I wish I believed in you like I did before.

I'm kind of sad just thinking how simplistic my mind was and how easy it was to accept everything you've taught me. I have no hope and I have no faith. I've got to tell you, It hasn't been easy.That day... You've punched some sense into me and made believe...
How you never really existed.
What was I thinking?

 

When did life get so hard?